Tired of Everything

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Tired of your twisted ways;

tired of my selfish needs.

Too afraid to set you free,

as I know you'll never return

like the rest.

Just stay here for a while,

let me rebuild the habit of walking alone.

Soon, I'll mask every fear 

and let you fly away.

Shortly memories of me will fade out;

nothing will be missed by you.

If our souls strike someday;

I won't be able to let you go,

so make sure to stay away.

I don't hate you but 

hate this idea of spoiling your life

with my tired brain.

Tired  of saying sorry again;

this time I'll just say, "Good Bye".


Gravebox:-)

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